Kuch Yaadain December kay naaam
Yaad hai tumhe?
Shayad ab to yaad bhi na ho…. kal chaudhwen ke raat thi… saal 2007 ke akhri chaudhwen ke raat … December kay es mahinay ke Aakhri chand ke raat…. kitni hi yaaden mansoob han es raat k sath… tumne dekha Es saal bhi december apnaay sath yaadon ke baad-o-baaran (barish) laya tha… tumne dekha aaj se 11 saal pehly ke kahani es saal phir dohraye gaye thi….
Tumne dekha… kal chand puri aab o taab’ se chamka tha…. Shayad tumne yeh sab to dekha ho… per tumne wo 11 saal puranay manzar kal nahi dekhay hongay….
Kahten then… bhool jao gay, yeh sab baten fazool hote han , waqt har zakham ka marham hai sab kuch bhula deta hai….. na wo zakham bharay han na wo waqt guzra hai na mai tumhe bhoola hon.
Mujhe sab yaad hai aj bhi yaad hai aur shayad hamesha yaad rahay ga… 11 Saal pehly akhri december ke chaudhwen ke raat….. mujhe to shayad kitnay hi din yaad han per yeh raat kabhi nahi bholay ge..
Chalo aao aaj maazi me chaltay han tumhe lay k shayad k tumhe bhi kuch yaad aye..
11 saal pehly jab mobile aam nahi thay… jab ham freely baat nahi kar saktay thay… mery ghar me to phone tha nahi… tum bhi december ke thandi raaton me jab apnay marmareen bister per blancket me sardi se kanpti apna chota sa phone chupa k rakhte then…. aur … mai.. ghar k bahar guzarti hue PTCL lines se kunda laga k gallary me bhari thandak me tumhe call karta tha… 
us waqt to lines bhi digital nahi hue then aur Cross connection problem bhi tha es lye hame asani hote thi CLI bhi har jgha tha nahi… ham ghantoon baaten kartay thay…………. kitni sardi hote thi….. tum us sardi ko apnay blancket me mehsoos karte then…….. aur mai…………. tumhary ke garmi apnay seenay me liye us sardi ko jhel leta tha…….
Tumse baat kar kay saray din k dukh halkay hojatay thay……… tumse baat kar kay aisa lagta tha jaisy sab kuch hasil ho gaya…….. tumse baat kar k aik apnaiyat se milte thi…… tumhari baaten karnay ka wo style…….
Jab baaton baaton me ham ziada romantic hotay thay to tumhara wo kehna…. door hato door hato… fasla rakho……. meri jaan lay leta tha… tumhari baaten karany ka wo andaz qatilana tha….
Aur kabhi kabhi jab mai koi baat kehta tha to tumhara agay se jee nahi acha nahi acha ….. es tarha meri baat kat’tay rehna…. mera tumhe tang kartay rehna…..
Tumhe pata hai december ke us raat.. jab ham phone per baaten kar rahay thay… keh rahy thay k yaar dekho log bila wajah december ko gham ka mahena kehtay han… aray itna acha mausam… mong phali (peanuts) khanay ka mausam hai, kaajoo khanay ka mausam hai … itni thand mazay se sonay ka mausam hai……. kitna maza ata hai es mausam me aur aj to chaudhwen ke chand hai aj samandar ka mahol to dekhnay wala hoga es sardi me….
December to khushyan lata hai….. aur tumne kaha tha k tumhe sardiyan pasand han….tumhara dil chahta tha k ham mil jayen… en sardiyon k mausam me tum mery sath kisi raat seaview ja k ghanton tahalte raho …… der tak ham samandar ke lehroon ke tez awazen suntay rahaen….
December ke us raat tumne kaha tha dekho chand pura hai kitna bhala lagta hai sardiyon ke raat aur es chand ke taiz roshni … aur us raat tum aur mai dono ne apnay apnay gharon se kitni hi der chand ko dekha tha…… chand ko dekh kar hamen socha tha… ham dono kissi roz apnay chotay se ghar ke roof pe kharay ho kar aik sath kissi roz es chand ko dekhengay….
Aaj 11 saal baad wo baaten wo raat ka manzar meri ankhon k samnay se guzar raha hai, wo mai wo tum aik ghar ke roof pe kharay han … wo mai tumhary shoulders pe hath rakhay chand ke taraf ishara kar raha hon wo tumhari nazren chand ke taraf hain mai tumse keh raha hon ………. dekho chand kitna khoobsoorat lagta hai….
Magar wo manzar sab raakh hue… wo baaten sab khuwab huen…. Hame bicharna tha so ham sath chal na sakay…Majboriyon ne mujhe jakar liya… qudrat ne tumhara sath bhi kissi aur ko saunp diya….
Socha tha hame milnay se koi rook nahi sakta… tumhe mujhse koi cheen nahi sakta… per waqt ne sath na diya…. raastay juda hue… Mohabat sachi thi so aaj bhi dil me waisay hi shad o abad hai.
Dekho chudhwen ke raat hai.. tumhari yaaden younhe mery sath han….
I Miss You…
Forever Yours………
Written by me (Faraz)